Uncertainty

The pressure is growing in my mind
Decisions, choices, not made yet
They take up space yet do no good
Growing bigger on the set
Escaping them is not a choice
I cannot pass the problem pile
Stuck upon the many things
I could be here for a while
Going left or going right
These are easy on my mind
There are harder issues at hand
The answers I must find
Hindering my thought process
She fills up my head
Im not sure what to do
But this was all I said.

Distance

Walking on the sandy shore
I stare off into the night
My hand begins to tremble
My mind, it takes to flight
I gaze across the water
I see the moonlight shine
I see your silhouette
But you I can not find
As I search for you
I find you are afar
Out of reach, but not from sight
I find you where you are
If you come to me
You'll find me in a trance
Because I gave up looking
For you off in the distance.

Real Thing

I seek and search for the one
The one who makes my life complete
It seems to me that nothings real
To tell the truth is such a feat
They walk as thought no one knows
Of the secret lives they hold
They glance and sneer as I walk by
For my truthful speech is bold
I still search for the one
Who isn't afraid to tell what's right
Who isn't afraid to stand alone
Who stands out in the dark of night
I may have found that one now
I can hold her under my wing
It seems to me that she's the only one
Who tries to do the real thing.

Far Away Days

I sit here in the cabin
I read an interesting book
I lift my head, I see you there
On the bed in the far nook
I tend to the fire
It warms me with it's heat
Then you turn and ask me
"Where did we first meet?"
I ponder for a while
I make a subtle move
I can't recall that day
When you were sent here from above
I tell you I don't know
You tell me the same
We gaze at eachother
Knowing that's not why we came
The rest is all a blur now
I can't recall our ways
This is because it happened
It happened in far away days.

The Rest Is...

It was that monday morning
I looked around and saw
I saw you walk through the hall
I looked upon with awe
I saw no one, but you there
I looked to no avail
I could only see you
I tried again, to fail
You walked over to me
I did not turn away
You gently held your hand out
That's when I heard you say
"Now it is your turn
You must live til your prime
There you will meet her
She will stay for all time"
Until now I didn't get it
I never understood
Until I met you, all was blank
I did all that I could
But now I realize who you are
You are the one from that day
That monday past and gone away
I thought there was no way
To see you ever again
I look and always see
You will always be there for me
because the rest is...

Lake of Eternity

 

I gaze into the starry sky

Wondering why I'm here

I swim around and reminisce

of all my hopes and fears

One fear, one hope, together rise

From the depth within my heart

The hope that we will stay together

The fear that we will drift apart

These waters continue to swell

With the waves does my mind tense

The hope and fear now sink as one

They have been gone ever since

Now that hope and fear are gone

This reason I will hope you see

For I know we'll be together forever

Swimming in this Lake of Eternity